[TheSpyingPerv]

Hi bros, I decided to share my story. This is written as it is and is 100% true. Some facts like names and establishments have been omitted for obvious reasons and I apologize if Im not as eloquent in my storytelling as some of my peers here.

Intro:
Im a fat 40+ year old who had an ED problem, I tried visiting the doctors for my problem but they seem more interested in managing it with consultation fees and pills, instead of actually treating it by referring me to a specialist/counseling etc , its also hard to reach for help, especially with an embarrassing condition.

When I was in my 20s, i use to gym alot ,back when going to the gym is not as common as it is today. This has put me on a higher pedestal with the ladies. I use to be able to bang anyone, from female friends in my church group, ex-secondary sch classmates, poly & uni coursemates, and ladies i've met through social media like msn, friendster and trending local forums back then.
I've banged different categories of girls from the demure to the sporty ones, even cheerleaders and dragon boat girls back in my day.

So to finally realize I have ED was, to me, an acceptance of karmic fate. ED doesn't just mean not being able to get it up, but it affects you entirely, you simply don't feel horny anymore and you just don't feel like having sex. Having an unhealthy sexual history of having banged vast "categories" of girls also didn't help, every time I am introduced to a beautiful lady, I wouldn't get excited because my brain would shrug it off as "having banged her type before" and that takes away the mystery and excitement for me, which is why I end up losing interest and not pursuing them which in turn means not having a dating life either.

During the Covid lockdown there wasn't much to do and it really bore the hell out of me, it was also around this time that I downloaded tiktok. This app was new to me and seeing all the fresh-faced XMMs dancing braless with the shape of their nipples under their shirt, I felt a certain semblance of being excited. I was realised i was attracted to their youth and tight petite bodies, this was also about the time paid dating platforms were on the rise.

XMM A Day1..
My friend introduced me to one such api that wasn't available in the app/play store, in it there were girls offering paid dates and you could message them directly. Sparing you the boring details, I manage to find a cute tomboy who was offering HJ as an extra, let's call her A.
A told me she is 18 that year and enrolled in a private tertiary, she was hustling to pay school fees n has also taken up ministry-related jobs that required applicants to be at least 18y.o, so I definitely know she's legal.

I drove over to meet A at her void deck and noticed how cute she looked. She wore a baggy T-shirt and a demi shorts. She was definitely not more than 1.57cm and spotted a pixie haircut with transparent glasses. If i didnt know her age, I would've easily mistaken her as a 14 or 15. We drove to a secluded area at the MSCP. My heart was beating very fast, and I was really excited to be with this fun-sized teen.
She started undoing my pants and massaging my limp cock with her lotion, teasing my shaft and head with her fingers. It was a pity I couldn't get hard, otherwise I would surely have enjoyed it. I gently lead her hand away and got her to lean back on the seat. I placed my hand on her tummy and slowly brought it up to her chest as I leaned over to have my nose close to the side of her neck. She wasn't wearing perfume and I could smell her feminine scent. It drove me crazy and I realized how long it has been since I've been this close to a woman.
I lifted her shirt up and saw her cute cotton tube-bra (dunnoe what it's called. like tube shape but has straps) and placed my hands underneath squeezing them firmly and playing with her nipples with my thumbs, they were barely a handful and she let out soft little moans as I did that. I really wanted to see her bare breast and lifted my hands as they were already underneath her bra exposing her naked breast.
She quickly crossed her arms and looked around to see if there was anyone else in the carpark, after much coaxing and assuring her that noone was .
She slowly relaxed her arms exposing her pretty teeny breast. They were small but definitely round and soft. Her nipples looked slightly juvenile, they were a pale pinkish colour set on her milky white skin, like they've never been sucked on before. One of them was slightly inverted. I grabbed one of her breasts and leaned over to suck it but she stopped me. Her pussy was off limits so I continued playing with her cute tits and squeezing her tight butt through her shorts while she tried stopping herself from moaning. As I sent her back to her blk, she told me her head was spinning from getting high, as her past meetups were mostly around her age and never touched her the way i did. I guess I was too passionate and consumed her with my hands.

I texted her for a second meetup...TBC