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Originally Posted by dollarsign
a lot of time this cross my mind..
what If I never went down this path? What If I just turned my head away preserved my sexuality and focused on natural women? they were enough for me anyways.
The more I got involved with ladyboys the less I liked being with a woman...a lot of times I see a tall hot girl on MRT and I keep thinking to myself "damn if she only had a dick between her legs instead of pussy!"....then I feel ashamed of myself
I enjoy ladyboys a lot.. but at the same time never felt proud of it and never will
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What if it's also that sense of shame, the thrill of the secret, that makes us want ladyboys even more? It's almost serious for me now, cause I find it harder and harder not to think about ladyboy porn. I know what you mean dollarsign, it's a huge step to take and one cannot take it back. If you had to choose though, if you could take it back, would you give up all the pleasure you've had with them to be back to the way you were? In a way, it's a good thing I'm so far away from Bangkok. gives me time to think about all this and what it means.