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Originally Posted by keong692
Bro, let me share my experience. A long time ago, I was exactly like you. Strictly hetero, anti gay. Then I discovered ladyboys. Like you, I was entranced by their beauty and feminity.
One of the ladyboys told me that once I let them play with my ass, I'll never go back. And it's true. They brought me to another level of sexual experience and ecstasy that women can't ever make me experience. Cumming with a hard ladyboy cock pumping your ass without touching your cock and experiencing a prostrate orgasm is an unbelievable experience that you have to experience yourself. Words can't describe it.
Hope this helps.
Cheers,
K692
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Thank you K692 for your feedback, you're giving me confidence and hope that the next time I'm in Bangkok, I would finally make the leap. But the fear is the same as the joy isn't it? The fact that there's no going back. I know it's not gay, cause I'm not attracted to dudes, transwomen are women in the sense that we are drawn to their femininity, and they're definitely so very feminine it's intoxicating. But even now, with just the trans porn I watch, when I'm done nutting, I feel kinda guilty. I wonder how I'd feel if I did for real. With the girl I met in WhyNot bar, I really wanted to fuck her. I really, really did, was so close to letting myself go. I've been rimmed by genetic girls before, and it's a damn good feeling, it's why I wonder if more happened beyond that, how would it feel? It must be sublime. I do wonder what a prostate orgasm is like. I'm an old man now, finding this aspect about myself at this age is such a wonder. Who knew one could still explore new realms of sexuality even at this age? I can't believe I'm even admitting this, even though this is an anonymous forum and we're all strangers, yes I do wonder what it feels like to be fucked. I tried that place in Bangkok, Paradise Massage where the real girls would give you a prostate massage, plenty of lube, and it felt more painful than anything else. But I know, even then, that a transgender girl would do it better with the real thing. I asked an escort one time, she's a biological girl and she does escorting with trans girls, I asked her what are trans girls like, what do their customers want? So she tried sticking her finger up my ass, lube, etc. I enjoyed it up to a point, and she said the pain is because my ass isn't really 'open' yet. Which makes sense, I gotta assume these things take time. It can't be weird right that I wanna be topped?